A BLOW OF DEATH

yeah...that was those people think when they do their so-macho habit...spreading and emitting some happiness,coolness..

but sorry fellas...it's not cool by comitting suicide in public....why don't you take a gun and shot your head off..that's more macho and cool i think...


yup yup yup...and the best thing is...you actually didn't bother other's business...you can go RIP straight away..alone and peacefully..

rather than wondering around spitting people's drink...think about those innocent fellas...is it you who're eager to die or those poor innocent fellas..??do you have the right to take other people's life??


so i assure you instead dragging people to commit suicide...how about you fellas get off and straight away dig your own grave...??!!...yeah..why bother to invest some of your super duper many fortune in some useless-non profit business...


oohh i forgot..it's the risk you want..it's the challenge you seek..it's the cheating-death-experience you wish..right?... so..get off..go find your own planet..where spitting other's drink are good deeds...and people who die in that battle are called HEROES....

do you know that habit is harmful,fatal and bla bla bla bla...NAHH!!! everybody knows that..even people named MR.FOOL knows...but people named MR.WISE knows better..so..which one are you..? the first one or the second? ok...stop pushing me..i know it...i will stop..one day...yeah you will stop when the time stops...

fellas, don't deceive yourself by giving false hope

friends, don't deceive your loved ones by giving false wishes
brothers, don't deceive GOD by pretending you can own the time

so..it is not too late to stop digging your own grave...there is always an alternative way to look cool/macho/slim/calm...come on..dump that mr. tobacco and miss. cigarette...

but if you fellas still insist to pursue your job as an undertaker..go on..it's your life..it's your choice..but please..STOP SPITTING OUR DRINKS.....STOP POLLUTING OUR CRIB...STOP KICKING OUR LUNG!!...

then...you fellas are free to join your life-saving a.k.a inspirational friend here:

QUIT SMOKING...DON'T BE A LIVING,SILENT KILLER

p/s: sorry..i'm not acting like an angel here..just doing earth and mankind some favour...

AN ELIXIR OF HAPPINESS

hey..!! what's that sad-face you're making huh??...cheer up..let me prescribe you some doses of happiness..yes..drugs called jokes..

Teacher: Chubb, who invented the airplane that did not fly?
Chubb: The Wrong Brothers.

Sailor: I was shipwrecked, and lived on a can of sardines for a week.
Captain: My, weren't you afraid that you'd fall off?

Student: Could I get in trouble if I didn't do something?
Teacher: Well, I don't suppose so.
Student: In that case, I didn't do my homework.

Polly: Why are you eating nickels?
Molly: Because the teacher wants to see some change in me.

what..??not working huh??!! i know...i know...ok...it's just the dose...how about i prescribe you more of these....yup..much more higher dose???

Jake: I got an anonymous letter.
John: From whom?

Don: I didn't know our school was haunted.
Ron: Neither did I. How did you find out?
Don: Everybody's been talking about our school spirit.

Customer: Hi. I'm looking for a good buy.
Salesman: Oh. Ok. Goodbye.

Joe: I was built backwards.
Mary: How?
Joe: My nose runs, and my feet smell!

yeah.....that's better....I know you look much more innocent and cute like this.....hehe...next time..stop by..and I will give you the taste of my own-made elixir.

FREAK OR FATE..FELLAS???

yup...you know what...they are totally different in many ways.....

HE likes white
SHE likes purple

HE likes vanilla
SHE likes chocolate

HE likes football
SHE likes hockey

HE is organised
SHE is punctual

HE is a good leader
SHE is a good follower

HE is a good story teller
SHE is a good listener

HE is a goal-scorer

SHE is a goal-setter

HE is outspoken
SHE is secretive

HE is a decision maker
SHE is a thinker

but....there is one thing that they have in common....TRUST....

yeah...some people just can't accept differences that exist...either the person is his/her partner,his/her mother...father...or even their friends....

how harmony it can be if only we understand these differences...and trying not to make some foolish decision on our own..yup..what you give you get back...like that famous line of some old song of a legendary band...the scorpion....hence try to understand people before telling people to understand you...

so we just have to be tolerate...don't think people who doesn't do stuff like you is simply a freak or doesn't understand you....unless he just gone totally mad by running naked in the street..

it is just fate that make us different...make us unique...make us together..yup by complementing each other...supporting each other...being together...how nice is that huh???

so people..put aside all the gaps...lets LOVE...RESPECT...and TRUST.....shall we???

p/s: don't worry...i will buy those plum for you...just rest..and be less naughty...hehe ok..??...by the way...last night was the EARTH DAY...did you do your part fellas...??..if yes...thanks for being kind to our EARTH....

SEE OR SAW???

it turns out that i'm now getting used to stay at home a lot...prefer to keep things to myself alone...no more hunger for entertainment...no more hunger for lepak2...i dunno what's happening actually...just like i'm getting bored with everything...

bored to go hangout..bored to watch movies...bored to get crazy like i'm used to be...fuhh......i'm bored to death-la.....to add some salt to the wound...the exam is getting closer and closer...i'm still feeling that i'm not ready for that..especially it's a new subject for this semester...it's all about those tiny complex bacteria...it's like searching KRYPTON in outer space..un-imaginable..yeah..only those brainiac know how to get it done...

not just bored actually...it's just everything didn't go quite well lately like i wanted it to be...it always happen to be something wrong..something loose..it's like riding on a see-saw in dark gloomy evening...one people up...one people down...even both on the same par... at last it still turns out to be another BAD DAY...yup..one more BAD DAY for me...huhuhuhu


but never mind...it will go away eventually..sooner or later...hope that lady-luck doesn't forget to pay me a visit..wish she can find her way down here...hehehe....i really need that never-boring-ever-after spell for a long time...make sure that those spell will last longer...


by the way L...i'm officially move on...no more hesitation..no more regrets..i wish that this journey is going to be a smooth sailing one..with this new companion..i'm wishing that i can leap higher...stand taller than i ever been before...sorry because i need a change..it's a change for better..not for the worst..


by the way too..i've just added one more super-human saviour to my collection...now the tally is 3...i have S..F..and now B...thanks to LUKE..looks cool in red...watermelon red..but i'm still wondering how to pronouce those words in Japanese...bat-to-man..?? is it..?

p/s: i think i'm upsetting someone...sorry...i know i'm being a jerk...unpredictable...actually i just went to my cave..but i know u'll wait...whatever happens...u'll be there....thanks a lot yeah?... maybe i just needed those TIME OUT.........but trust me...when it's the time to come out from that cave...i know u're there...smiling at the new me..

ANONYMOUS

it was night when it happen...me and my other 2 housemates went to hangout at a shooping mall here in alexandria..that green famous coffee shop was our top-list destination...arriving there, i ordered some vanilla frappucino and a slice of cheese cake...it was damn-delicious and refreshing...really lighten a bit of my gloomy mood that day...as cliche and typical as it is..heh?...hehehe..

actually, we went there to have a nice chit-chat with our actor-look-like buddy POK NIK...hehe..don't blame me...it wasn't me who claimed that you look like EIZLAN YUSOF..hehe it was 20 minutes when he finally arrived..it'd been 10 days since we met him,right before he went off to Europe for his honeymoon..kinda...hehe..he even complimented me on my new hair styles...haha..said that i look more matured and nice..haha..not too bad huh??

so..back to the story..then, we had a nice chit-chatting...asking how's his holiday was..and he even showed his brand new shoes..bought it in Turkey...quite nice..creamy with white stripes...but what really caught my attention during our conversation was..he said that EGYPT was ranked second-best after JAPAN in term of fashion..really huh?..was that something i should be proud of or not..?hehehe..till now..i'm still doubting that statement...hehe..but maybe it is indeeed true..by observing those flashy stylish colourful fashion of EGYPTIANS...

all of sudden..our conversation was stopped and interrupted..those nice quiet calm coffee shop turned out to be noisy annoying market..we're a bit pissed off..assuming that they were celebrating some sort of a party or something...till one of my housemate pointing us to a tall young egyptian man...actually, he is an artist..one egyptian there told us that he won a STAR AWARD..i dunno what kind of award is that..maybe he's a singer or an actor,i guess..

from that very moment..people didn't stop swarming that coffee shop..bringing along cameras..queueing up to have some pictures with him..most were teenagers..boys and girls..i were thinking that he must be some kind of high rated superstar to create such a hype...

it went along about half an hour i guess..it was quite funny actually...seeing a group of teenagers(boys)..talking and discussing to each other who's going to talk to the actor first...really bringing back my old memory back in school..those time where we were arguing who's gonna knock and went to see the teachers first..hehe...back to the story...some of them went up..but instead went to the other way...pretending and acting like they were just wanted to have a sit there...and even some girls went up,bringing along their cameras with high hopes,and after a look at him..they ran off..i managed to see their impressed+overwhelmed+disbelieved face..,yup..with that jaw dropping...wide open mouth...hehe

haha..really tickles me off..even some of the boys went in and out of the coffee shop several times..coming up with new plans and tactics to cover up their shyness...haha..i guess...me and my housemates even managed to make some jokes out of them by creating our own dialogue regarding on what those teenagers are discussing about...haha...

honestly...it was pity to see that actor had to get off from his table several times..just to had a moment with his fans...even his girlfriend showed some kind of a pissed-off face..yup..annoyed by those privacy-intruder..but that is the price you pay for being a public figure...your life is theirs now...everthing you eat,you drink,you buy,you go,you do will be watched and judged...

but ironically, nowadays..a lot of people wanted to be famous...a public figure..an idol..daring to sacrifice their current life..is it all about the money?..the fame..?or the power..?but indeed it comes with consequences..no longer private and confidential for them...

even the famous Jack of THE TITANIC, you know who...once said that he doesn't want to be famous if he ever had a chance to turn back the time....weird huh??..so..the thing is..are those people dare to take the risk...is it those money,fame and power is equal,worthy and able to overshadow the shame,insult and all the jeers later???

BOO!!! YOU LOSER CLOWN....

those people just not understand...
they think they are cool by mocking people...
they think they are better by insulting people...

those people just not understand...
they think they are superior in their territory...
they think others are worshipping them...

those people just not understand...
they think they are funny by calling others some ****ing names...
but actually they are acting like a jerk...loser clown...
stop pretending you people are warm and FUNNY...
HEY JUNGLE PEOPLE!!!..yeah...that was soooo funny....!!

those people just not understand..
if not because their ancestors and their past history..
others will never come to their so-modern territory...
stop pretending you people are more civilised by jeering others
those was your past...these are your present....

those people just not understand...
please for god's sake...look around you...
get out from your dusty filthy shell...
clear up your dusty filthy mind...
learn to respect others..
learn to be humble..

then others will respect you back..

STOP BOTHERING THE OTHERS...JUST GET THE H**L OUT OF OTHERS' BUSINESS AND KEEP CIVILISING YOUR BUSINESS YOU LOSER CLOWN!!..

EATING-MARATHON

burrpp....

fuhhh.....what a day!!!

i think i had a eating marathon...from noon up until midnight...

lucky for me...they we all free and delicious...malaysian style...thanks to kubang's mum for cooking those damn delicious nasi lemak+sambal sotong+ikan tenggiri masak asam...i guess...i think i ate 2 times plus those karipap....but sadly i left early...missed those samosa...

haha...but it doesn't matter.. i continue my seek-for-free-food journey to MARA hostel...although i came late...still managed to eat those savory, mouthwatering mi kari....i really love that kuah...actually there was a kenduri held there....just eating and chatting only...no bersanding or what so ever....hehehe....but..never mind...

at night...went to hang out with my friends..and lukman rosli... my junior back in secondary school...he is in fourth former now.....came here for a vacation...his father is my school's panel doctor...he owns a clinic in Subang Jaya and one in Shah Alam....

and again....ate some food... x-tra large sosis bil-gibnah...fakhfakhina....ruz bil-laban...muz bil-laban...some kakao...all those simultaneously...hehe....forgetting that i had already bought some ayam percik that evening...but didn't eat that yet....
never mind...there is always tomorrow....hehe

now i am fulled like a snake...i mean a fulled-snake...curling around...drowsy eyes...slow-reaction....lazy.........hehe...but never mind...my BMI (body mass index) is still normal...no need to worry about getting overwight or what so ever...hehe...20...if i'm not mistaken...

tomorrow...after class..my journey continues...because...luqman's mum gonna cook some briyani i guess..hehe..and I'M INVITED....hehe..thank god....

eating is a passion for some people.......while others take it as a hobby...and some eat when they are stress....but for me...eating is a gift from god.....enjoy it when u have it...

THE THING..

that thing strucks me again...

as stealth as a ninja

as brief as a burning candle

as long as a headmaster's speech

as sour as an unripe mango

as unexpected as manchester united's lost

i hope this time...it will not as mad as a Toro bravo...

if it is...i pray that i can be as calm as a Matador...

HEY!! IT'S A FACT

bored ??...take a look at em'

Did You Know, in Bahrain, a male gynecologist can only examine a woman's private parts through a mirror.

Did You Know, in comic strips, the person on the left always speaks first.

Did You Know, in Cleveland, Ohio it is illegal to catch mice without a hunting license.

Did You Know, the dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle.

Did You Know, Pepsi originally contained pepsin, thus the name.

Did You Know, babies are born without knee caps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2-6 years of age.

Did You Know, Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants.

Did You Know, the cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

Did You Know, TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

Did You Know, butterflies taste with their feet.

Did You Know, every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury.

Did You Know, it is impossible to lick your elbow.

Did You Know, intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

Did You Know, apples are more effective at keeping people awake in the morning than caffeine.

Did You Know, Walt Disney was afraid of mice.

Did You Know, turtles can breathe through their butts.

Did You Know, a snail can sleep for three years.

Did You Know, every year, kids in North America spend close to half a billion dollars on chewing gum.

Did You Know, ants never sleep.

Did You Know, a goldfish has a memory span of about 3 seconds.

Did You Know, the greatest recorded number of children one mother had was 69 children. Do the math!

Did You Know, consuming chocolate was once considered a sin during the 16th and 17th century.

Did You Know, grapes explode when you put them in the microwave.

You have been warned!

Did You Know, Hershey's Kisses are called that because the machine that makes them looks like it's kissing the conveyor belt.

Did You Know, chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

so folks...do you know enough..????

WITH....OR WITHOUT???

L....

i still remember that night...
i was eating

you was sitting

it was her that introduced me to you

you were nice, i was shy

i never thought that we fitted well

thanks to her

we got along well

then i realized...it was one of the best thing to have you

you are one of a kind

your look, your warmth

remembering me to my long lost A

though it was brief...

i remember everything...

every joy that we shared

every sorrow that we cried
every pain that we suffered

but L..

protect me no more..

i know u are torn in and out...i know u had enough

still..u chose to muzzle..

but i know deep down...

you can't...

enough hurting you..

it's time to say goodbye

don't worry...

trust me...

it was fate that unites us

and it was fate too that separates us

thanks for everything L..

sooner or later...
u will know the truth..
that i've move on...
maybe today..maybe tomorrow..

goodbye L...sayonara L..selamat tinggal L..

10 DAYS OFF

last week was our 10 days off...with it...marks the end of 1st semester....it's been a long time since we get a long holiday...really miss it...hehe...but that's OUR university...6 days lecture...1 day holiday...hurm....not much to do in 1 day....laundry...sleeping...watching movie...hang out with friends...STEFANO...CARREFOUR...GREEN PLAZA....the cycle stays the same...

sometimes...i get bored to death...a senior once told me that..he was too bored that he PUKE evertime he looked around...haha...chronic emesis i guess..very rare...

back to my story...so every one had made up some plan for their holiday...make sure it is fun and tension-release one....some off to malaysia...some off to europe...and some decided to spend their precious holiday here...in EGYPT....

here...i share with you some of the unforgettable moments i had during those time...some were good...some were...not so good...

sight-seeing at the fotress

santai-ing at Miami Beach

1001 nights in Cairo

Mansoura's Sport Carnival

those are some of the pics...maybe i will show the rest later...hehe...those pictures summed up the activities that i had done during my 10 days off....how about your holiday folks...???

that's all for now....ciao

SUPERHERO or VILLAIN

quick question:

do you prefer superman or doomsday ?

do you prefer batman or the joker ?

do you prefer spiderman or green goblin ?

do you prefer ultraman or monsters ?

in life...there are 2 ways that people will remember you....and hard to forget you...

either you are a

SUPERHERO

or
MOST WANTED VILLAIN OF ALL TIME...

some are born to be a SUPERHERO and some are meant to be a VILLAIN

some are acting like a SUPERHERO and some are behaving like a VILLAIN

some are hoping to be a SUPERHERO and some are wishing to be a VILLAIN

some are forced to be a SUPERHERO and some are driven to be a VILLAIN

some are comfortable to be a SUPERHERO and some are happy to be a VILLAIN

forget about that fantasy SUPERHERO and VILLAIN...i'm talking about reality SUPERHERO and VILLAIN....i've met them....at many occasions...

some people assumed them as a SUPERHERO...acting like they are the saviour of the world....telling public that they have this FIX IT ALL HAT....but the truth..they are the most dangerous villain...taking profits..blood-sucking...acting nice...hiding behind their innocent and unharmful looks...looks really do deceive sometimes...being unfair

some are pretending to be a SUPERHERO...whenever there is a call for HELP..a vulnerable target...they put on their superhero costume...arrives at the right time...sweet talking them...comforting them...mesmerizing them...at the same time...one hand holding knife at their back..waiting for the right time to strike that poor prey...slowly...painfully...blindly..what do they care!!....

cycle continues..again and again...the VILLAIN is blamed....

while others are being part time SUPERHERO part time VILLAIN....

they do bad things in the name of JUSTICE...or do good things in the wrong way...

like steal to donate??

so...which one are you..or which do you prefer now...

or maybe you are confused which are the real SUPERHERO and the true VILLAIN...?

at the end of the day...

that's the reality of life...whether you like it or not

but remember:

"WITH GREAT POWER COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY"

OOOPSS!!!!...WE'RE CAUGHT....

what do you SEE..? i mean what your eyes see in that picture..?...your mind thinking?...or..your brain interpret for you?..come on...tell me...if not..don't proceed..hehe

last week, i browsed and read through some online news...at my MOTHERLAND-MADE-ONLINE NEWSPAPERS...hehe..and it turned out to be interesting and managed to tickle my interest to spend my few hours reading and going through the news,gossip,stories,articles....hot n' cold..good n' bad..


until i hit some interesting stories there...here is one of those...

lately, a group of brainiac/weirdo/insane/sane...SCIENTIST...makes a huge step in discovering and exploring of the world of unknown...GHOST.....these guys (forget where they are from)....tend to investigate this paranormal and peculiar thingy...

so..they have made it to public by advertising an article..enquires anybody with pictures which are believed to be attended by this ghost or ghoul or spirit (whatever u call it) to send to them...


and all that pictures collected can be viewed by public through a blog..forgot it's address
here i share with you some of those unexplained/unthinkable/unsolved this long long mystery phenomenon..take a look at this one:

Freddy Jackson, 1919 :The photograph was taken in 1919, and shows a ghostly extra thought to be Freddy Jackson, who had been killed shortly before the picture was taken.

open your eyes WIDE..how bout' these fella??...

hmmm..confused..??...ok...let us see...some people who tend to explain the unexplain...

The ghost of a tall woman in a long white dress reportedly watches the hallways and staircases of the Decebal hotel, in the Baile Herculane mountain spa.
The 150-year-old hotel is believed to hide ancient Roman treasure under its foundations and the ghost is said by locals to keep treasure hunters away.

and....another one...

Back in the 1930s or 1940s, a school bus full of children was making its way down the road and toward the intersection when it stalled on the railroad tracks. A speeding train smashed into the bus, killing 10 of the children and the bus driver.

Since that dreadful accident many years ago, any car stopped near the railroad tracks will be pushed by unseen hands across the tracks to safety. It is the spirits of the children, they say, who push the cars across the tracks to prevent a tragedy and fate like their own.

some famous old saying: "A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORD"

Still now..no one could explain this extraordinary occurence or phenomenon...some believe it's just the mind playing trick on you...some believe it's just the reflection or lighting something that have to do with the camera or image...some believe it's just happen like HE wanted it to be...some believe there are created using ADOBE or gizmos by some uncivilised/bored or whatever-u-name-it people just wanted to scared people and made money from it...

or..... IS IT SOME KIND OF A MESSAGE TO US?...what do U believe??....if it happen to be true that this THING exist in those pictures...WHY???...

i watched this movie lately...it's about a man who happen to be gifted an ability to see dead people..but not in the scariest way....coz it is not a horror story...to cut short..THE MORALE OF THE STORY is...these ghosts exists in OUR world..not THEIRS..because of their UNFINISHED business..

maybe because they've made terrible mistakes..forgot to told something important..or maybe their SOUL are not RIP (rest in peace-lah)...all because of this undone business during their time in OUR world..so..is THIS the answer...??nahhh....it just a movie...some may said that...

but the mystery is still haunted us again and again...UNSOLVED...UNLOCKED..UNFINISHED...but most important for us to believe...WE ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS WORLD...there are OTHERS...and before your TIME arrives...FINISH your UNFINISHED business..or else you may ended like THEM...u know yourself what ur BUSINESS is...so...GET UP..MOVE YOUR LAZY BUMS..GET BACK TO WORK...hehe

that's all for now fella...thanks for reading...lastly...SOME SECRETS ARE MEANT TO BE SECRET....SOME MYSTERY ARE MEANT TO BE MYSTERY....


TODAYS PICK OF PIC.........

do you see what i see....?????