THE UNINVITED CRIME

an unsuspected crime has been reported yesterday....further investigation has been conducted by the authorities....and these were some of the details:

VICTIM: Male...18...dark hair...170 cm...58 kg....

CRIME SCENE: alexandria...(azarita??...carrefour??.....)

TIME: 8am-8pm

DATE: 27 april 2009

MOTIVE: ????....some suggested there were some signs of jealousy...envy..or maybe grudge..based on the evidence and informations collected...

SUSPECT: Male...20-40 years old...friends...or maybe foes...

EVIDENCE: so far these were the suspected evidence...poisoned milk...poisoned meat...poisoned rice...

the victim has suffered from nausea....git upset....loss of apetite...and slight discomfort in the stomach since that day...the authorities have already started their thorough investigations...any citizen or witness with valuable informations regarding this crime are recommended to contact these assigned authorities..

all these clues and informations are urgently needed to assist in unwrapping this mysterious crime...

with all due respect....

C.K

THAT BLUE CHAIR

yeah...it's just around 3 months left...i can hear it already...i can feel it already...the excitement...the hype... everybody buzzing, hissing excitedly..yeah....HOME SWEET HOME baby.....when i pass by...it's just the same topic...

yeah...i'm excited too...i can't wait to get my humps on my favourite couch back at home...watching tv.....with no important stuff to think of...surrounding by people that i love....can feel the warmth...the security...plus hearing mak's favourite call..."Ajim.!!!....Alang!!!...Angah!!!..turun makan!!!...ok mak..kejap2....sket lagik abes nieh(playing PS2 with my brothers)"....hehe..it's just felt like home fellas...

how about aiman eh??...yeah...that notti nephew...mak told me that he already know how to watch cartoon by himself...giggling, laughing while sitting on that old memorable nostalgic blue chair....with a milo on his hand..yup...all by himself..hehe...yeah...that tiny blue chair...it's been there even before i could barely walk...yeah...who knows...maybe next time...it's my children's turn..hehe..

anyway thanks blue chair...yup..for being with our family...

by the way...i'm going to UK first...which means that i'm not gonna be back home alone...yup..my brother going to end his 4 year study this july....so i'm going to ask him to take me on tour...yeah...i hope it's going to be a good one eh alang???....xDplus i'm going to buy some stuff there...not for me jer lah...for my beloved friend(s) too lah...

i'm counting days now....yeah...malaysia...i'll be back....hehe....

yup...always MALAYSIAN...how big or small...win or lost..

yeah...that's aiman....that botak tkder gigi boy...hehe..

i remember that moment....it was raining...and we're all running looking for some shelter..

yeah...i'm going to take a picture exactly like this later...hehe...

p/s: yeah i know...it looks perfect fellas....and tempting...

THE SPIRIT

I LOVE YOUR SPIRIT

that is the one thing that i'm really amazed

the thing that assists my life

when things turn to be impossible

you'll never say die

you'll never say no

you'll never say GAME OVER

people say no!!

you say yes!!

people say back off!!

you say get on!!

yeah..
it's just an honour

growing up with you

supporting you

inspired by you

ups and downs

high and lows

LOSE

never be your motto

GIVE UP

never be your colour

IMPOSSIBLE

never be your principle

but

GLORY

always be your stripes

it just happen that

I LOVE YOUR SPIRIT

YEAH..

THE SPIRIT OF THE TRUE CHAMPION!!

just like those lads in red....

p/s: i'm really in love...yeah with that cute insect below there...just wait until i can get my hand on that super cool beetle...haha....bile la agaknye??...

BUSY BUZZING BEE

it's been a super busy week for me....yeah...super duper tired too...

with the exams...programmes....even i could not divide my time properly...

all my initial plans had to be postponed because of sudden commitments and others...

and i was so afraid that my main focus which is...the exam would be shifted elsewhere...

yeah...actually i just been registered unintentionally by somebody into some leadership programmes...

yeah as cliche' as it sound....we had some LDK's....some tasks to be done...some performances to be prepared...some competitions to be entered...

i entered one of those competitions held...yeah debate...in MALAY...

as i've expected...i lost..haha...but never mind....they were too hebat.....maybe they have a lot better experiences than us...hehe....but nvm...i've made somebody proud...haha maybe kot....

and another thing...i had a hair-cut last weekend...if i'm not mistaken..it's my first hair-cut since i came to this african country...hehe...about 6 months i guess...i've just made it a bit shorter...not too short...just nice i think...hehe..yeah...but still messy as always....

got to go fellas.....as i said....it's been a super duper busy week for me........

p/s: haha my winning look before the debate starts...with my new hairdo...hehe...no losing pic here...

ALONE

it's just like everything didn't go well as i thought it would be
yes..these things...

friends..commitments..relationships..time...jeers...myself..

i'm confused...i'm in dilemma..

i thought i'm tough...

i thought i can endure those problems...

i thought i'm able to live with this environment...

i thought i can blend with all of them...

but these things just pop up at me in the wrong time..in the wrong place

and that time is now...

but i know...

i can't stand it anymore...

the more i tolerate...the more it hurts..

the more i pretend..the more it shot me back...

you may said...get along with the others...

they might lend some hand..

i tried...but it didn't work..

yeah..believe me..friends can be foes...

they can be thorns in the bush...

i didn't ask from them anything..

any concern...any money...any love..any trust..

even some pet talk or something..

what i need is some calm air to gasp...

but what i get...just another hit on the broken heart..

hurmm...maybe that's what i deserve...

that's what i'm for..

or maybe that's what my role in the puppet play....

yeah..others have their problems and business to settle too..

they don't have like everyday appointment for you..

so..don't expect anything extraordinary...

you right...at the end of the day...it's all up to you..

you have to trust your guts...

you have to follow your instinct..

you have to stand on your two small weak legs...

yah..i'm alone here...

with nobody to talk to willingly...

with nobody to understand me full-heartedly..

with nobody to care for me with their whole soul and dignity...

because in this world...every man for himself....

yeah...that's what i get......

thought it is cliche'...

that's the morale of the story..

though it is hard to swallow..

though it is painful to go through...

because at the end...you are ALONE......

oh god!! grant me some strength...

p/s: sometimes...i can get really emotional..yeah like this...hehehe..absolutely...there is time i can be as tough as a dam..but even a strong dam can be crushed by a non-harmful water...hehe

COFFEE OR TEA??....

the night i got the examination result, me and my buddies went to hangout at Stanley...including

our cool abang senior..hehe...who else...Pok Nik...yeah...he said he really miss us.. and wanted to give some nasihat haha...

we went to Costa Coffee...yup to enjoy our night there..while inhaling the aroma of the coffee...it's just soothing....

the conversation went along well...up till about 1 o'clock sharp...yeah indeed he gave us some nasihat...some thoughts to think of...including...not getting too upset or too overwhelmed with the result you got...just stay focus....and Pok Nik...keep our secret eh??...hehe...

and yeah...as usual...i just enjoy slurping those VANILLA FRESCATO (hope i didn't spell it wrongly)...really superb..terbaek giler lahh....hehe..

yeah...that Vanilla Frescato

do you smell that aroma???

yup...them again...hehe..

yes indeed.....we spoke fluent coffee.....hehe

UP OR DOWN..??

yeah...it was just yesterday evening..i've got my results for the semester 1...as soon as i finished my pathology practical class,i rushed straight away to see it...

it was quite a hype...everyone eager and keen to see what they've achieve..yeah more like "do i have to repeat" or "do i fail some of the subjects"...rather than "how many a's i've got" or "do i've got perfect"....some are happy..some are sad..some are emotionless..for me..??? it was a great start...

yup...it's the scenario..it's not like those times in school...far from that..more complicated..more challenging..yeah including that challenge...going to class..studying..dividing time well...

but no worries..it is just the beginning..the beginning of the beginning..not the beginning of the end...we're still have a long journey ahead..a lot more obstacles to overcome...a lot more mountain to hike..a lot more sea to sail..and a lot more monsters to slay...

what's important fellas..we all just have to keep our head up..grab our dreams tight...hold our principle close...and never forget HIM...in every thing you do...everywhere you go..yeah...HE never forget to rain us with HIS compassion and love...

yes...what ever you've got...just say ALHAMDULILLAH....

yes...alhamdulillah...i am happy with the results i've got..i hope i can do a lot better than this..

anyway...

congratulations fellas!!

keep up your spirit!!!

p/s: i just got this....it smells terrific...hehe.

EAT THAT FAT PANDA

i had a dinner last Monday...a really cool one..away from those ARABS food...yeah...some taste of MALAYSIA..though they were chinese and thais..they were really delicious and tempting yet the prices were affordable..including their services..food..and their restaurant atmosphere..some red fiery chinese lantern...or we called it "tanglung"...

i had a plate of special THAI chicken..with a bowl of rice...it was good..each of us ordered different dishes..yup...a variety of dishes..hot and spicy..sweet and sour...chicken,meat...including DUCK..hehehe...actually it was my first time to eat DUCK...taste like chic..but a bit softer...it was a tasty experience though......

everything went along perfectly that night..we had a nice dinner...great conversation...shared some wackiest jokes..yeah....clicking well with each other..tighten our bond..by the way...HAB will surely get jealous if he knew that we had an amazing dinner there.....hahaha...padan muka..hehe...don't worry...we can go again...and again and again...hehe..here are some of those moments caught there...enjoy........

TASTE OF CHINA

wif buddies....yeah...crazy buddies...hehe pretending with those chopstick

fulled-face....

yup....delicious rite???

yeah...eat that buddies...

that's all fellas....one thing...EAT TO LIVE...DON'T LIVE TO EAT..

p/s: dun worry..i didn't eat that panda...by the way..some people drop some bombs on me and my territory...never mind...i can counter if i want duhh...remember that yah??

A KILLER INSTINCT

yeah...3-2...
super-comeback...like ol'gewd days...

some wisdom to be shared...don't ever forget what the champions are made of...their origin..their mould...their ability...their sharpness..

they maybe seems as a non-lethal,silent,tame predator at times...

but beware...when they arise and awake...sit back..and witness how

true warriors fight..unleashing their true spirit...protecting their pride..showing off their capability...returning to their nature..as a lethal predator

and honouring their status....

as a

TRUE CHAMPION

yup...well done MANUTD

L.I.F.E

life is brief as a burning candle...

some people burn it hot

some people burn it sizzling hot.!!

life is long as a cat's life

some people rather be a street cat..

some people rather be a pussy cat....

life is like a garden

some people prefer to plant it up..

some people prefer to dig it down...

life is indeed a game

some people win!!!

some people lose!!

HEY!!!! COME ON FELLAS...WE HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE TO LIVE..SO LIVE!!!..either you happy or not...fair or unfair...because...by the way...

life is a challenge..so meet it!!!

life is a love..so share it!!!

life is a dream..so realize it!!!

life is a game..so play it!!!

and always keep this word in your mind:

live to love life..and love to live life

all the best in your life fellas !!!

p/s: some simple instructions to help us through...hehe