.CHANGE.

i came across many people...some said people don't change...they are still the same people after all....nahhh people do change...yes...people change....

maybe the change is for the better or perhaps for the worst...

yeah...don't put high hopes that things will change eventually...don't expect something will rise up out of blue if it happen that we just sit and do nothing....

for me..those who thinks that people don't change are actually afraid...yeah afraid that they might lose that person...

what makes people afraid to change is just because:

we are too pampered in our comfort zone..

me too afraid to change...yeah...afraid that i might fail to cope up with stuffs....too timid to jeopardize what i have now...afraid to step out of my comfort zone...sacrificing my fame...my pride..my passion...

but with time goes on...i managed to step up and make a change on my own will...yes...managed to put my tiny foot one at a time slowly...one after another...out of my comfort zone...though it is super duper sad...

i still remember that i cried during my first day in pre-school...bursting out of my class and ran towards the main gate...begging for my mum to stay...but it's just that day...

i still remember that i cried during my first day in boarding school..though it is just between Subang Jaya and Shah Alam..yeah 15 minutes driving...looking out of the window...while tears running down slowly...but it's just that day...

and i still remember that i cried during my first day in UKM...sitting there alone...laying in the bed..thinking if the risk i take is worthy enough with the things i've already got in MSU...friends...with family just 5 minutes apart..a good football team i've already had myself in....

is it worth enough to sacrifice those things...? but i trust my guts...put myself in a zone which is foreign to me...expect that this change is worthwhile...

yeah...it's painful to make a change...need sacrifice...a lot of sacrifice..worthy or not...it's the risk i have to take...exam is coming up...home is just 2 months away....mak said i have to be strong,hard working, focus...do what i have to do there....

and yes....i'm here now...egypt...another sacrifice i've made...a change i've jeopardized...a risk i took...i have to be strong...i have to be a real man...i admit...sometimes it's too bitter to swallow...i cried a few times...hehehe...yeah...even man cries lah...

and for those who help me and support me always...thanks yaah...i dedicate this for you...

"you make it easy"....

"as easy as 1,2 (1 2 3 4) "...

"there's only one thing two do three words four you"...

" i love you..."...

"there's only one way two say those three words"...

"and that's what i'll do"...

"i love you......"

a change of sport....still managed to contribute lah..hehe

a change of position (never played as a stopper before)

change of hairstyle

still managed to graduate from pre-school..hehe

managed to get along wif friends...

OLE!!..

how's that

i told ya

glory glory glory

MANUTD

felt sorry for them

coz we killed it too early

coz we want to shut those false hope

and the trash talk too

yeah

but..with obvious proof surely

truly a captivated winner's perfomance

so come on Barca!!

so come on Chelsea!!

we have nothing to fear

coz we have the best weapons under our sleeves

and the most important thing

we talk like a champion

and act like a champion

who's the loser now..?? hehe

high focus man!!...

me,zahin,pok nik,hab

so fellas

pack up your things

loaded your guns

coz
we are going to ROME !!!!!

DANKE!!!!

it's been twice...both in egypt...and i'm starting to love it....yes...that orchestra symphony...i've been dreaming to see one back in malaysia for a long time...but at last, it just happen to be here...plus the theatre is just within the walking distance from my crib...

last night was tremendous...though we came late...nahhh just 15 minutes late....but it was worth to watch...

yes...completely entertained....but the man of the show is surely the conductor....i'm barely know him actually except that he's a german by the name thomas kalb...i think so...hehe...but he was fantastic...the gesture...the passion...the body language...clearly show how professional and a world-class conductor he is....

i really looking forward to see Asimo in action....yeah...i bet it's going to be really interesting...



but it didn't end quite well...not the show...our night...we're carelessly left somebody's camera...how's that...just this morning we're aware about it...

p/s: fuuhhh....luckily we've found it....or else he surely won't trust us anymore.. hehehe....the morale of the story is....

BE RESPONSIBLE.BE AWARE.BE OPTIMISTIC fellas....

pure2 tenang pulak abang nieh..

in the LOS & FAUN office...with high hopes...hehe

yeayy...we've found it

HEY!! IT'S BARNEY......

I love you

You love me

We're a happy family

With a great big hug

And a kiss for me to you

Won't you say you love me too?

sounds familiar rite?..yeah..who's gonna forget that famous song...that song really teleports me back to my childhood...where i'm used to watch that show with my best buddy...yeah every day...every evening...rite after we're finished playing with my huge collection of toys...yeah..only god knows how much that is....superman...batman...ultraman...ninja turtles...small soldiers....yeah..you just name it....

everyday with a whole new story...a whole new plot...a whole new imagination....even my mommy's pillow and sofa can be our fotress from that evil monsters...i just can't stop imagining those fun time i had while scrribling this up...hehe....i bet you fellas had a exact moment like this rite??...after all we were all kids yesterday..

i went to carrefour recently...like always...hanging around...looking around...and suddenly...someone seducing me..emotionally jer...hehe...making that sulking face...while we're sitting in a dummy truck..complete with the gear..cluctch...it was just tempting...plus i haven't drive for quite a long time since i came here....

so...we play......screaming...shouting...jumping...like kids...from one game to another...car racing...truck crushing...snow boarding...ice hockey...alien hammering....it was so much fun...and to wrap whole these-fun-things down..it was a magical ending..

W: look at those...wanna try some luck?

P: yeah....look at those fluffy cute dolls..i want some...i want some..

W: ok...but i never played that thing...even once...plus we only have one try...coz we're running out of credit....

P: hurmm up to you....just try...(while making that cat-hoping face)

W: ok...maybe this is my day...who knows....so show me which one...that white rabbit or that purple bear...??

P: ermm....i think...i want that one...yeah...that purple bear..(with a big grin)...

W: okay....by the way...what's this button for huh??

P: that's for descend laaa....

W: hehehe....i told you...this is my first time laaa

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

P: yeayyy you got it...thank youuuuu.....

W: haha...not bad for a beginner huh??

P: next time...i wanna that pink one..

W: whatever u say....there's always next time kan...?..hehe..

so fellas...never try to hinder your imaginations........eventhough it's a peculiar one or totally unmatured-childish-freakish one...because who knows...it might bring something out of nothing...?

after all einstein said:

IMAGINATION IS STRONGER THAN KNOWLEDGE

so...

LEARN IT.REALIZE IT.SHOW IT.

this is where it all begins....where i got my magical hands...hehe

fluffy and purple like barney....yeah....i beat the odds...

p/s: for the start...i just want this one...hehe....murah sket kan...??..kene la ikat perut sket..??hehe...

THE UNINVITED CRIME

an unsuspected crime has been reported yesterday....further investigation has been conducted by the authorities....and these were some of the details:

VICTIM: Male...18...dark hair...170 cm...58 kg....

CRIME SCENE: alexandria...(azarita??...carrefour??.....)

TIME: 8am-8pm

DATE: 27 april 2009

MOTIVE: ????....some suggested there were some signs of jealousy...envy..or maybe grudge..based on the evidence and informations collected...

SUSPECT: Male...20-40 years old...friends...or maybe foes...

EVIDENCE: so far these were the suspected evidence...poisoned milk...poisoned meat...poisoned rice...

the victim has suffered from nausea....git upset....loss of apetite...and slight discomfort in the stomach since that day...the authorities have already started their thorough investigations...any citizen or witness with valuable informations regarding this crime are recommended to contact these assigned authorities..

all these clues and informations are urgently needed to assist in unwrapping this mysterious crime...

with all due respect....

C.K

THAT BLUE CHAIR

yeah...it's just around 3 months left...i can hear it already...i can feel it already...the excitement...the hype... everybody buzzing, hissing excitedly..yeah....HOME SWEET HOME baby.....when i pass by...it's just the same topic...

yeah...i'm excited too...i can't wait to get my humps on my favourite couch back at home...watching tv.....with no important stuff to think of...surrounding by people that i love....can feel the warmth...the security...plus hearing mak's favourite call..."Ajim.!!!....Alang!!!...Angah!!!..turun makan!!!...ok mak..kejap2....sket lagik abes nieh(playing PS2 with my brothers)"....hehe..it's just felt like home fellas...

how about aiman eh??...yeah...that notti nephew...mak told me that he already know how to watch cartoon by himself...giggling, laughing while sitting on that old memorable nostalgic blue chair....with a milo on his hand..yup...all by himself..hehe...yeah...that tiny blue chair...it's been there even before i could barely walk...yeah...who knows...maybe next time...it's my children's turn..hehe..

anyway thanks blue chair...yup..for being with our family...

by the way...i'm going to UK first...which means that i'm not gonna be back home alone...yup..my brother going to end his 4 year study this july....so i'm going to ask him to take me on tour...yeah...i hope it's going to be a good one eh alang???....xDplus i'm going to buy some stuff there...not for me jer lah...for my beloved friend(s) too lah...

i'm counting days now....yeah...malaysia...i'll be back....hehe....

yup...always MALAYSIAN...how big or small...win or lost..

yeah...that's aiman....that botak tkder gigi boy...hehe..

i remember that moment....it was raining...and we're all running looking for some shelter..

yeah...i'm going to take a picture exactly like this later...hehe...

p/s: yeah i know...it looks perfect fellas....and tempting...

THE SPIRIT

I LOVE YOUR SPIRIT

that is the one thing that i'm really amazed

the thing that assists my life

when things turn to be impossible

you'll never say die

you'll never say no

you'll never say GAME OVER

people say no!!

you say yes!!

people say back off!!

you say get on!!

yeah..
it's just an honour

growing up with you

supporting you

inspired by you

ups and downs

high and lows

LOSE

never be your motto

GIVE UP

never be your colour

IMPOSSIBLE

never be your principle

but

GLORY

always be your stripes

it just happen that

I LOVE YOUR SPIRIT

YEAH..

THE SPIRIT OF THE TRUE CHAMPION!!

just like those lads in red....

p/s: i'm really in love...yeah with that cute insect below there...just wait until i can get my hand on that super cool beetle...haha....bile la agaknye??...