BUSY BUZZING BEE

it's been a super busy week for me....yeah...super duper tired too...

with the exams...programmes....even i could not divide my time properly...

all my initial plans had to be postponed because of sudden commitments and others...

and i was so afraid that my main focus which is...the exam would be shifted elsewhere...

yeah...actually i just been registered unintentionally by somebody into some leadership programmes...

yeah as cliche' as it sound....we had some LDK's....some tasks to be done...some performances to be prepared...some competitions to be entered...

i entered one of those competitions held...yeah debate...in MALAY...

as i've expected...i lost..haha...but never mind....they were too hebat.....maybe they have a lot better experiences than us...hehe....but nvm...i've made somebody proud...haha maybe kot....

and another thing...i had a hair-cut last weekend...if i'm not mistaken..it's my first hair-cut since i came to this african country...hehe...about 6 months i guess...i've just made it a bit shorter...not too short...just nice i think...hehe..yeah...but still messy as always....

got to go fellas.....as i said....it's been a super duper busy week for me........

p/s: haha my winning look before the debate starts...with my new hairdo...hehe...no losing pic here...

ALONE

it's just like everything didn't go well as i thought it would be
yes..these things...

friends..commitments..relationships..time...jeers...myself..

i'm confused...i'm in dilemma..

i thought i'm tough...

i thought i can endure those problems...

i thought i'm able to live with this environment...

i thought i can blend with all of them...

but these things just pop up at me in the wrong time..in the wrong place

and that time is now...

but i know...

i can't stand it anymore...

the more i tolerate...the more it hurts..

the more i pretend..the more it shot me back...

you may said...get along with the others...

they might lend some hand..

i tried...but it didn't work..

yeah..believe me..friends can be foes...

they can be thorns in the bush...

i didn't ask from them anything..

any concern...any money...any love..any trust..

even some pet talk or something..

what i need is some calm air to gasp...

but what i get...just another hit on the broken heart..

hurmm...maybe that's what i deserve...

that's what i'm for..

or maybe that's what my role in the puppet play....

yeah..others have their problems and business to settle too..

they don't have like everyday appointment for you..

so..don't expect anything extraordinary...

you right...at the end of the day...it's all up to you..

you have to trust your guts...

you have to follow your instinct..

you have to stand on your two small weak legs...

yah..i'm alone here...

with nobody to talk to willingly...

with nobody to understand me full-heartedly..

with nobody to care for me with their whole soul and dignity...

because in this world...every man for himself....

yeah...that's what i get......

thought it is cliche'...

that's the morale of the story..

though it is hard to swallow..

though it is painful to go through...

because at the end...you are ALONE......

oh god!! grant me some strength...

p/s: sometimes...i can get really emotional..yeah like this...hehehe..absolutely...there is time i can be as tough as a dam..but even a strong dam can be crushed by a non-harmful water...hehe

COFFEE OR TEA??....

the night i got the examination result, me and my buddies went to hangout at Stanley...including

our cool abang senior..hehe...who else...Pok Nik...yeah...he said he really miss us.. and wanted to give some nasihat haha...

we went to Costa Coffee...yup to enjoy our night there..while inhaling the aroma of the coffee...it's just soothing....

the conversation went along well...up till about 1 o'clock sharp...yeah indeed he gave us some nasihat...some thoughts to think of...including...not getting too upset or too overwhelmed with the result you got...just stay focus....and Pok Nik...keep our secret eh??...hehe...

and yeah...as usual...i just enjoy slurping those VANILLA FRESCATO (hope i didn't spell it wrongly)...really superb..terbaek giler lahh....hehe..

yeah...that Vanilla Frescato

do you smell that aroma???

yup...them again...hehe..

yes indeed.....we spoke fluent coffee.....hehe

UP OR DOWN..??

yeah...it was just yesterday evening..i've got my results for the semester 1...as soon as i finished my pathology practical class,i rushed straight away to see it...

it was quite a hype...everyone eager and keen to see what they've achieve..yeah more like "do i have to repeat" or "do i fail some of the subjects"...rather than "how many a's i've got" or "do i've got perfect"....some are happy..some are sad..some are emotionless..for me..??? it was a great start...

yup...it's the scenario..it's not like those times in school...far from that..more complicated..more challenging..yeah including that challenge...going to class..studying..dividing time well...

but no worries..it is just the beginning..the beginning of the beginning..not the beginning of the end...we're still have a long journey ahead..a lot more obstacles to overcome...a lot more mountain to hike..a lot more sea to sail..and a lot more monsters to slay...

what's important fellas..we all just have to keep our head up..grab our dreams tight...hold our principle close...and never forget HIM...in every thing you do...everywhere you go..yeah...HE never forget to rain us with HIS compassion and love...

yes...what ever you've got...just say ALHAMDULILLAH....

yes...alhamdulillah...i am happy with the results i've got..i hope i can do a lot better than this..

anyway...

congratulations fellas!!

keep up your spirit!!!

p/s: i just got this....it smells terrific...hehe.

EAT THAT FAT PANDA

i had a dinner last Monday...a really cool one..away from those ARABS food...yeah...some taste of MALAYSIA..though they were chinese and thais..they were really delicious and tempting yet the prices were affordable..including their services..food..and their restaurant atmosphere..some red fiery chinese lantern...or we called it "tanglung"...

i had a plate of special THAI chicken..with a bowl of rice...it was good..each of us ordered different dishes..yup...a variety of dishes..hot and spicy..sweet and sour...chicken,meat...including DUCK..hehehe...actually it was my first time to eat DUCK...taste like chic..but a bit softer...it was a tasty experience though......

everything went along perfectly that night..we had a nice dinner...great conversation...shared some wackiest jokes..yeah....clicking well with each other..tighten our bond..by the way...HAB will surely get jealous if he knew that we had an amazing dinner there.....hahaha...padan muka..hehe...don't worry...we can go again...and again and again...hehe..here are some of those moments caught there...enjoy........

TASTE OF CHINA

wif buddies....yeah...crazy buddies...hehe pretending with those chopstick

fulled-face....

yup....delicious rite???

yeah...eat that buddies...

that's all fellas....one thing...EAT TO LIVE...DON'T LIVE TO EAT..

p/s: dun worry..i didn't eat that panda...by the way..some people drop some bombs on me and my territory...never mind...i can counter if i want duhh...remember that yah??

A KILLER INSTINCT

yeah...3-2...
super-comeback...like ol'gewd days...

some wisdom to be shared...don't ever forget what the champions are made of...their origin..their mould...their ability...their sharpness..

they maybe seems as a non-lethal,silent,tame predator at times...

but beware...when they arise and awake...sit back..and witness how

true warriors fight..unleashing their true spirit...protecting their pride..showing off their capability...returning to their nature..as a lethal predator

and honouring their status....

as a

TRUE CHAMPION

yup...well done MANUTD

L.I.F.E

life is brief as a burning candle...

some people burn it hot

some people burn it sizzling hot.!!

life is long as a cat's life

some people rather be a street cat..

some people rather be a pussy cat....

life is like a garden

some people prefer to plant it up..

some people prefer to dig it down...

life is indeed a game

some people win!!!

some people lose!!

HEY!!!! COME ON FELLAS...WE HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE TO LIVE..SO LIVE!!!..either you happy or not...fair or unfair...because...by the way...

life is a challenge..so meet it!!!

life is a love..so share it!!!

life is a dream..so realize it!!!

life is a game..so play it!!!

and always keep this word in your mind:

live to love life..and love to live life

all the best in your life fellas !!!

p/s: some simple instructions to help us through...hehe